April 11th 2012

It's now been a couple of months since I've posted last.
For some reason, time seems to slip past me faster and faster as each year goes by....
My intent was to be able to update this blog at least once a month, for no other reason that just to pop in and give a quick update and let everyone know that I'm still here.
Well, that obviously hasn't happened over the last few months....I've let other things get in the way of keeping up with my updates...
So, this morning, I was up early....the good old legs were giving me fits....I rolled over and looked at the clock.... 3:00AM.
Amazing how quiet things are at 3:00AM, except for my incessant rolling and thrashing around and fixing the bed covers and trying to get comfortable so I can go back to sleep.
No go. I truly didn't want to wake up my wife, although she probably was awake by the time I decided to get up.
It has gotten to the point that if I can sleep in until 5:00AM, I've slept in. Woohoo.
My last doc appointment we discussed this situation....and he wanted to try me back on Amitriptyline.
I was on that back in the early days and it did nothing for me....
but I figured, at this point, I'm game to try anything. So, for the first week of being on the Amitriptyline, I did "sleep in" I slept in until almost 6:00AM....that was a milestone. The drawback though....I was so friggen groggy and felt like crap the rest of the day, that I was questioning whether it was worth it or not.
Well, now I've been on the Amitriptyline for almost two months....and it typically no longer does anything for me...
Although, some days it does help me sleep in, but again, I am so groggy that I am almost useless the whole day.
I suppose my body has become used to the med and it is no longer as effective as what my doc thought it would be.
So.....I'm back to my waking up early....usually by 4 or 4:30AM....
I get up and take a pain pill....and start walking around the house a bit...
I'll manage to get a cup of coffee made and then I'll take Sophie outside..(fortunately the weather has been decent enough that I can take her out in the morning again)
Sophie and I will mull around the yard and maybe up and down the road a little bit, while I drink my coffee...
and then back in the house we go...and by then, I am spent. I have to sit back down for awhile and find something decent on TV to entertain me for a bit...although sometimes I'll come downstairs to my basement workshop where this computer is and I'll start catching up on things that are going on....
I try to catch up on the members of my Facebook group....I'll make a few posts and read some emails and answer those...
and then it get to about 6:00AM and it's time to get some breakfast...So, I'll usually make a nice warm bowl of oatmeal while watching a bit of news.
By this time I have managed to wake up some....and my legs have finally settled down.
Sooooo...that's how my mornings usually go....

Lately, I have been working on my TM Awareness projects....Over the last few months, I have been able to help some folks in Alabama, Georgia and Washington state, get their TM Awareness Days passed.
We have all been very happy about that....
So, we're all making plans to do something on our respective TM Awareness Day...
Ours here in Ohio is on June 6th...
The other states, it varies from June 3rd, June 6th or June 9th. Except Georgia for some reason...they had theirs in February. I don't know what happened there but at least they have a day passed.
We wanted all the days to be sometime in early June because eventually we are going to go for a National TM Awareness Day...and it will be much easier to do, if all the states that have passed a day, are all in the same close date proximity.
Here is a picture of the card that I have made up for our Ohio TM day....


The cards for the other states look basically the same, except with the name of their state and their TM day listed on it.

One thing that most of us are planning on doing, is having a balloon release..
I did that last year...
We'll get a few balloons and just attach one of these cards on the balloons and then let them fly.
We'll see if we get any response back from anyone....kind of like the note in the bottle sort of thing.

One other thing is that I have been in contact with a reporter at our local newspaper....
They have a reoccurring column that they do...called "A Day In The Life" where they highlight people in the area that are facing challenges in their day to day life, because of some situation or reason.
I think I am going to have my story posted in the paper this Sunday....
I am pretty excited to see it when it comes out....
This gives me a chance to spread the word more about TM...and I also got to promote the International Disability Coalition website.

I'll post that story here once it comes out....so, expect to see something pretty soon...
I hope anyway....the reporter wrote me yesterday and said that the article should be in this Sunday paper.

Anyway, I don't what else to cover this morning....
I could go through all the bitches and complaints about the pain and the other miserable stuff....but...nah.
That's all old hat stuff.....I've bitched and complained enough...
I try to stay positive and keep a positive outlook....I find that it's easier to get through my days and life in general, if I do that.

My carvings have slowed down a bit....I haven't done as many as I had been...
but I just did one for the daughter of a friend of my wife's. The daughter has an auction coming up at school for some kind of fundraiser...so I volunteered to make one of my spirit carvings for her for that auction. I just hope it brings in a little bit of money for her...
Here's a picture of it...


So....I suppose I'll close for now.....I am having brain malfunction now....I'm getting foggy...which is typical.
My cognitive skills are not what they used to be....and I'm always forgetting words for various things....
It's enough to irritate the tar right out of me....right in mid sentence, and I'll go blank.
Oh well....that's another story in itself.

So....with that, we close for this morning..
My music choice for this post....
Some 60's garage rock....The Lemon Drops...with.."I Live In The Springtime"
I figured that's pretty fitting, now that springtime is here...


Till Next Time......